I Feel Like I am Going Insane

Time is spinning in my head,
I can't tell the living from the dead,
What I see may be real or not,
Yet I touch them,
some vanish into air before my eyes,
But I still feel them,
They are still there.
Make the offer,
tell me the pact,
get this over with.
They are one of the goons that serve the overlord.
They might as well take me to their leader.
I want to settle this,
I want to get this over with.
I feel like I am going insane.